Thank god!

This morning, I just wanna say 'Thank you Lord for His strength'.

I haven't been blogging, i can't claim I don't blog, I blog, but not so often.This is because i was too busy with my research, rushing for the deadlines.The deadline was MOnday and I asked for one day extra, and i got it done yesterday.Thank god for the strength indeed. Only by His grace and strength, i got it done on time.

My life for the past two weeks was really BAD. come to office, i worked from 7.30am till 5.30pm. Then i went home, i worked from 10pm till 2.30am, sometimes around 3am. Guess what time i have to get up? 6am.

Can you imagine the number of hours that i sleep? Can you imagine how tired is my body?

Thank god, I survived!!!

Through out this two weeks, i'd really made the ppl that love me suffered. Permaisuri Yap asks me every night'Are you gonna work tonight again?' 'Oh yes, i have calls to make. Discussion with american ppl, their time zone is different.' 'Ayoh, you'd better sleep. Cannot do tmorrow?' 'oh okok'

On Monday morning, CJ pinged me when i was so super stressed, the conversation goes like that:-

CJ: Fernie, you're damn normal

me: What normal? what do you mean? I'm STRAIGHT!!!

CJ: *quiet*

me: Explain, what do you mean?

CJ: you scored 96% normal on your facebook! very normal!

me: you know me well, i don't do last min work, but i'm so stressed up cos i have 5 deadlines to meet. i'm definitely normal, that's why so stressed up.

CJ: ok

I was so busy for the past two weeks that I didn't have time to 'take revenge' on FB, friends wanna partied me with me, i had no time for them, threw turkey, i also didn't have the time to return them an oreo. I had so many requests and invitations to look into. Anyway, thanks for all the gifts and invitataions on FB, i shall look into that today if I have the time.

Then, my body went energyless on monday night. I was so happy after my violin class and i told Tengku Mahkota that i was so thankful to have 3 hours of rest and i would do my work later. After shower, my body got so weak, basically energyless. I lied down on my bed, i couldn't even move my body. But, my brain was very active. I asked for strength and healing. Thank god, He heard my prayer.

Then last night conversation between Tengku Mahkota (TM), Permaisuri Yap (PY)and I was all about work.

TM: Fern fern sick, who suffer?

Me: the people that love me.

TM: now only you know.

PY: You worked everynight like that, body cannot tahan, must rest, must sleep. I think this is like what Pepper said, you always want to score 100%,

Me: I like my job.

TM:Must check your blood later, it must be sugar level dropped on monday, that's why you were so weak.

Me: it has got nothing to do with my sugar, i think it was due to sleep deprivation.

Anyway last night conversation came to conclusion that I should work smart, shouldn't give my life away to myw ork alone.

Ask for wisdom to explain to the boss if things are not possible, don't try to be a hero.