Meerkat On the LookOUT

Friday, March 28, 2008


Have you ever encountered a situation when a friend of you ask a question about somebody else.
For example:-
A: Do you find he/she is greedy?

What would be your response?
Is A expecting me to agree with her/him? Or should i keep quiet? In fact, I don't know the person well. I'm in no position to judge a person, except God.

Silence is golden.
Guess what I do? In such situation, I keep quiet most of the time.
once in a while, i like to say 'I don't know'
If I say 'I don't know' too often, that sounds like that I'm a liar and not being frank.

What should i say?

According to the bible, Prov 13:3 says 'He who guards his lips guards his life, but he who speaks rashly will come to ruin.'

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It's not about the thinnest laptop.
it's about the catchy song and the simple+nice lyrics!

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Capturing the precious moments for Animal Lovers

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I'm sure I have the 'urge' to drink a cup of coffee after lunch.
Today it's the 3rd day that I have the same desire after coming from lunch.
Jim from BT UK came across my mind today.
He was the one that brought me to coffee corner after lunch everyday when i was in UK.
He also bought me a few times of coffee.
A nice chap.
I'm wondering how's he doing.
A humble and knowledgeable researcher, my colleague called him 'Professor Jim'

Tuesday, March 25, 2008


This is my fav food, the stable food that I enjoy eating the most.
I'm not a rice person.
I'm a pasta and bread person.
Thanks to Kapitan Yap who cooked this. Take note of da cheeeeeeeeez.

Thank God

Remembering God during good times.
All glory belong to Him, Him alone.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

not zzzz

What has happened?
Why am i suffering from insomnia?
I've got NO idea.

Too many things behind my mind?
Yea, have a few things to do at work and also personally.
I think I shall not think of them.
It's a weekend.
I should enjoy my weekend.

Waking up in the middle of the night, i thought it was 5.45am, time to get to work.
In fact, it's a saturday, 3.26am.
I've got no idea what am i supposed to do.

I need God.
I really want Him so much.
I haven't had such feeling for ages.
I wanna sing praises to Him.
I wanna listen to His words
I just wanna grow closer to Him.

Am i not staying closed with Him?
No, I pray everyday. I do QT.
But, i realise i haven't been worshipping Him.

Friday, March 21, 2008

Moving forward

I’ve just got back from hometown.

It was a family event

I came to realize a few things in my life on the trip and after the trip.

Pleasing people is the criteria to be a good and obedient girl?

What will happen if we need to please everyone?

Should we set priority to only please our immediate family or extended family?

What’s the definition of being a good and obedient girl?

Everyone has different standard and how am I going to make everyone happy?

Or should I just ignore their advice and do what I can? But, to what extend?

The sanguine Tengku Mahkota told me not to worry, just let it be.

I guess I’ve come to a point in my life that I’m sick of pleasing people.

I need to control my brain not to think further than what I can’t afford to bear. What happens in me reflects on Tengku Mahkota.

I shall not be selfish.

I shall be bold to tell people in the polite way that I can’t do this and I can’t do that.

More importantly, tell them ‘Don’t put hope on me, put hope on God’

Personally, I’m all open for advice and discussion. But, people have been taking advantage, the discussion has turned out to be instructions.

Few years back, I thought staying away from the people creating problems to me is a solution.

Apparently, it is not a solution.

The only solution is praying.

I’ve been praying I will take things easy and I want to live according to God’s standard. If the advice that come to my ears have substance, I’ll listen. Other than that, I will not put myself into so much of stress. I want to live longer and spend more quality time with my loved ones.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Mee Siam

Again, it was my first time to cook MEe siam.
most of my friends know that i don't eat spicy food..
but being anak Malaysia, i have to learn to eat..
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Thursday, March 13, 2008

A prayer for my boss

My boss has got into my nerves. She has been pushing me really hard lately.
what does god ask us to do?

A prayer to my boss:-
Dear Lord, I want to pray for my boss, i pray that you'll teach her to be more considerate, to be more understanding. Give her wisdom in allocating works to the entire team. In jesus's name i pray and ask, Amen!

Things are out of control and i pray that she stops disturbing me. I'm working hard in the office and i'm not holding up any works. I'm very tired physically and mentally. My shoulders are aching for whatever reasons.

Hillsong From The Inside Out

I love the lyrics of this song. The lyrics speak my mind.

Saturday, March 08, 2008

Remembering God

Life has been pretty tough lately.
Thank God that I know Him.
Thank God that I remember Him at the toughest moment.
He has lifted me up a few times lately. Thank you, Lord.