Meerkat On the LookOUT

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

A sweet sweet sweet day

My morning breakie today:-
Kaya puff

Cukup maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanis!

Happy holidays!

Monday, September 22, 2008

Looking forward to this weekEND

I'm counting the days to attend my good churchmate's wedding this weekend.
Thursday night, we're gonna have rehearsal. Friday, we'll go over to her place for makan2.
Then saturday!!! Church wedding.

I'm excited for the couples...At last, they're gonna tie the knot on saturday.
Tengku Mahkota & I have been keeping them in prayer and we pray that everything goes smoothly.

As for me, i need to eat less. The gown is slightly tight because the tailor said 'it's supposed to be like that!' Yes, i'm going to be one of the bride's maids despite the fact that i'm married! :P

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Letting all out

I reckon God is putting me through another test of patience.
I'm counting the days... and the test will be over.
This is obviously another post that I put up to rant. My colleague said if I keep too much to myself, it will get exploded. I don't think it will get exploded.

Pray hard. Stay close to God. Ask for guidance. Remember the CROSS. Nothing is worse than how Christ died on the cross.

I don't like to see ants crawling on my desk.

Thursday, September 11, 2008


Sigh...I've been craving for McD chicken nuggets since yesterday evening.
Looking at the boxes of mooncake in the dustbin, i'm craving for mooncake. Can i get a mooncake this evening?

Cravings, it's just merely cravings... it's something you want to have, you can choose to control it or you can pursue it by satisfying it.

What's your choice?

Monday, September 08, 2008

What a shock on monday morning...

The day started as usual, i checked my work email followed by my personal email. Then this email came to my mailbox.

How are you doing today? I am sorry i didn't inform you about my traveling to Africa for a program called "Empowering Youth to Fight Racism, HIV/AIDS, Poverty and Lack of Education, the program is taking place in three major countries in Africa which is Ghana , South Africa and Nigeria . It as been a very sad and bad moment for me, the present condition that i found myself is very hard for me to explain.

I am really stranded in Nigeria because I forgot my little bag in the Taxi where my money, passport, documents and other valuable things were kept on my way to the Hotel am staying, I am facing a hard time here because i have no money on me. I am now owning a hotel bill of $ 1000 and they wanted me to pay the bill soon else they will have to seize my bag and hand me over to the Hotel Management., I need this help from you urgently to help me back home, I need you to help me with the hotel bill and i will also need $1500 to feed and help myself back home so please can you help me with a sum of $2500 to sort out my problems here? I need this help so much and on time because i am in a terrible and tight situation here, I don't even have money to feed myself for a day which means i had been starving so please understand how urgent i needed your help.

I am sending you this e-mail from the city Library and I only have 30 min, I will appreciate what so ever you can afford to send me for now and I promise to pay back your money as soon as i return home so please let me know on time so that i can forward you the details you need to transfer the money through Money Gram or Western Union.

Looking forward to hearing from you soon.
Best Regards
Jennifer Vaz

Live the very best out of life for you will never know what will happen tommorow.

After reading the email, i was wondering should i try calling jennifer's mobile or I should call her bf. If i can get jennifer through her mobile, which means she's safe. Thank god, she's safe. Please change your email password.
Someone hacked your email account and simply wrote an email to scare your friends. To whoever wrote this email using Jennifer's email account, i wanna say this 'This is not a joke and it's NOT funny'.

Thursday, September 04, 2008

With memories (tagged by moomykin)

1. In which month and year did you meet your husband for the first time?
We worship in the same church for 3.5 - 4 years before we knew each other. I think we were introduced by Mike in 2005. I can't remember which month.

2. In which month and year did you two officially starting dating?
June 2006.

3. Where was the first dating place the two of you went to?
We hardly went anywhere. He used to drop by my rented apartment after work and then we went dinner together. Hence..Rented apartment in Puchong.

4. What was the most touching thing he did for you when you were still dating?
He came to UK twice within a month and helped me to pack my stuff to return to Malaysia. Until today, i still remember he carried 4 bags and i carry 3 bags when we returned. Those bags were very heavy.

5. How about after marriage?
I reckon i get very touched by him when he helps me do house chores like cleaning and laundry without me request him to help out.

6. Share your lowest period of your life with him.
Thank god, we haven't had any so far.

7. Share your happiest moment with him.
We agreed that we had a good time in Pangkor Laut Resort after the wedding. We've never planed for da honeymoon. By god's grace, we received good rates from a churchmate's friend. More importantly, we managed to recover from our hectic pre-wedding schedule. We had sufficient rest and spent quality time together.

8. Share your saddest moment with him.
No. so far.

9. Share your angriest moment with him.
I'm not sure how to be really angry. It's something that has not implanted in me.

10. Share your funniest moment with him.
We fell into a big drain together and prayed hard to get help.

11.Share your most frustrated moment with him.
No. We haven't encountered that. We speak and share our thoughts whenever we can in order to understand each other.

12. Lastly, when was the last time you two hold hands and walk under the moonlight, like how you used to do?
I reckon was last week in the church camp in Kuala Selangor. We walked back to our chalet after the workshops. Both of us enjoy walking (not necessarily under the moonlight) and sharing our thoughts.

What about you?
Mi Ee


pls get to Yearbook and upload your photos...

Pls don't laugh...

Tagged (by milochel)

Name: Fern

Sisters: None
Brothers: One
Shoe size: 39
Height : 1.58 m (pretty short right?)

Where do you live: It takes me minimum 10 mins to reach KLCC.

Favourite drinks: Milk
Favourite breakfast: English breakfast

Have you ever been on a plane?: Y
Swam in the ocean : N

Fallen asleep at school : Y
Broken someone’s heart: N (only paktor once and kena jack pot)

Fell off your chair : Y (can’t remember when)
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: No.

Saved e-mails: sometimes

What is your room like : Simple, sharing the bed with Tengku Mahkota, my comfort friend (michee mouse)

What’s right beside you: No one

What is the last thing you ate: Breakie (Permaisuri Yap’s Pork chop with bread, yummy!)
Ever had chicken pox: Y
Sore throat: Y

Stitches: N
Broken nose: N
Do you believe in love at first sight: N
Like picnics: Yes...but with good weather, no scorching sun, please
Who was the last person you danced with: Tengku Mahkota

Last made you smile: Tengku Mahkota

You last yelled at: tak ader

Today did you:

Talk to someone you like: Y. Tengku Mahkota

Kissed anyone: Y (*blink* *blink* morning kiss)

Get sick: N
Talk to an ex: N
Miss someone: Y. My mama…

Eat: Had a cup of milo with one spoonful of oats, pork chop sandwich.
Best feeling in the world: Playing the snow in the field with Sofia
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: N
What’s under your bed: Lots of Tengku Mahkota’s toys
Who do you really hate: No one.

What time is it now?: 9.48am

Is there a person who is on your mind now: N
Do you want children: Y
Do you smile often: Yes
Do you like your hand-writing: Not really.
Are your toe nails painted: N.

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: My own bed in Penang
What color shirt are you wearing now: Light blue
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: In a shower
I can’t wait till... : I reach Penang and hug my mama.
When did you cry last : two days back…

Are you a friendly person: I can’t evaluate myself right?
Do you have any pets: N
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: In UMMC.
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: Y
Do you sleep with the TV on?: Y

Have you ever crawled through a window?: N

Can you handle the truth?: Y
Are you too forgiving?: Not for me to evaluate myself
Are you closer to your mother or father?: Mama

Who was the last person you cried in front of?: ops…so many

How many people can you say you’ve really loved?: a number of…
Do you eat healthy?: I think so because I’m pretty fussy with my food intake
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: N. No ex mar
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Y
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: Tengku Mahkota

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: Depends
Are you confident?: N. need more faith on myself

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
a. Worried about my exams results (SPM)

b. What course am I going to study?

c. Where do I want to work?

d. how’s my life going to be in KL?

e. Where am I gonna end up with?

5 things on my to-do list today: (make it tomorrow)
a. Write my RS

b. Take photos

c. Have dinner with FMC ppl

d. sleep early tonight (if possible)

e. I want marmalade salad for dinner

5 snacks I enjoy:
a. Rocky

b. Cheezels

c. Hazelnut Chocolates

d. French fries

e. Uncle Toby’s

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
a. Share the money with my family

b. Donate some money to sick in the hospital

c. Mission trips

d. Traveling

e. Retirement fund

5 of my bad habits:
a. I think I talk in my sleep (according to Tengku Mahkota), it’s pretty annoying if you sleep next to me

b. I grab the blankets to myself at night (sorry Tengku Mahkota)

c. I like to say ‘I don’t know’ when I have no mood

d. I’m a restless person, I can think of million things to do, at the end, Tengku Mahkota has to help me to do

e. I like to think and dwell into a subject. I don’t know how to get myself out of that. Don’t play play, this may lead to depression.

I wanna tag:-

1. Moomykin

2. MummyYeoh

3. Ann

4. CherylWong

5. Jennifer

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Appreciate each other ...

After a long weekend, I'm pretty reluctant to work this morning.
The usual routine, checking my mails and then this email from CJaye 'Tribute to Tuck Yew'
CJ sent me a song sang by a local singer, Nicholas Teo. This is the song that our ex-unimate used to listen to it over and over again when he did his assignment. Personally, Tuck Yew and I were good friends since we are from turtle island, we sticked around to do our example sheets in the library, cracked our heads to find solutions and so on. I think we had a great time. However, seeing him went thru the last few years fighting against cancer made me find out how tough he was and he never failed to give up his studies. I remember he stopped one or two semesters just to get himself recover and came back to uni again.

On the other hand, I'm not sure why that I came to realise that I must treat my family and friends well, especially my mama. In the church camp over the weekend, I prayed for church friends and then i realize that I don't love my mom enough. I'm still not very sure what's the message that God is trying to reveal to me through out this camp. My mom's in Penang and I'm in KL. I appreciate her and I love her. That's what I know. But, the question is 'Do i love her enough?' 'Do I show her sufficient love as the only daughter that she has?' Anyway, I'm looking forward to spend sometime with her this weekend and make some noise at her place there. I guess i'm looking forward to get our new place done so that she can come over to KL more often.

Sigh..what else can i do??? God, speak with me in my QT.