Mommy Kin, Micah, Max & I

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Oh...I'm shy shy

A fun and relaxing trip back to Penang

Going back to penang will not be fun if i don't spend enough time with Mrs Ko and also meeting up with friends.

Since wedding, I haven't got the chance to meet up with my beloved sistas. We ended up in New World for dinner on saturday and also more importantly, to catch up with each other. After dinner, we proceed to the beach. My happening mother came along with us went to the beach. It was pretty hard to walk since everyone was not prepared to go beach. Tengku Mahkota went hand in hand with mama and sand went into Boon's new shoes.

The best picture of the night (according to Tengku Mahkota and I) is...
The Three Stooges.

Since turtle island is surrounded by water, we went to the beach as well. Took some photos.

My beloved mama baked me Chocolate muffins to bring home. I love it so much. I pre-ordered the muffin before the trip and i told mama 'lots and lots of chocolate chips'

What's on my mind now?

Due to the stressful client meeting this morning, I'm feeling very tired. I miss my bed very dearly and deeply now. Nevertheless, I need to be professional and deliver my write up today.

Talking about the meeting, thank god i had a good breakfast. Because the meeting just took up so much of my brain juice and this potential client expects me to throw ideas right away. Sigh... Then i started to think 'Have you paid us? Am i required to give you ideas? Shall we include all my ideas into the proposal?'

After 10 mins of my colleague's presentation, i started to find out that this client is not easy to handle. He asked lots of questions and since my job pays me, I had to help my colleague as much as possible in terms of explanations. But, 'please don't suck my brain juice'.

I'm tired now. I have half of the article to write before I can call it a day.

I can't focus well thinking of driving up north to tortoise island on friday after work. Tortoise island has become my gateway to re-charge myself...beach...wave...friends...church...more importantly--> Mrs KO.

Whoelse??!!

Take time to be holy and spend more time with Jesus

This is what I truly realise this week after fasting for 4 days and today is the last day.
I also believe that God has spoken with me thru my QT during lunch time.
Thank god for His goodness and mercy.

Herein, I'll encourage my friends to fast and grow closer to God.

Have a blessed weekend!

The word...

This is the word that came to my mind this morning when i was in the bathroom

'Perseverance'

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2nd day

Today marks the 2nd day of my fasting week. I want to thank god that He has given me the strength to fast. And I'm still doing alright.

I came across this link on Seeking God and I've been reading this during my lunch hour. I agree with the example that the author has coded. He says when we seek God, we want to be able to do His will. It is like old loving couple who live together for years and they understand each other needs, desires, preference and so on. Before he or she speaks out his/her opinion, the spouse knows the decision. More importantly, the couple understands what are the things to be avoided in order not to offend each other. And some couples even look alike as times goes by. When i read this, i started to question myself the relationship between me and God. Do I know Him so well and have such a good intimacy with Him that I get to know what He wants me to do before He speaks to me?

Seeeking God is the main purpose of me fasting. Today i came to understand that I should draw closer to Him and I want to know His preference thru His words and His voice on me.

Amen.

Seeking Him

This is the week that I want to walk closer with Him. I'm fasting and reading more (relatively) of His words. I have not been satisfied with my work scope lately and I'm seeking His will and direction whether i should stay on till next year or I should just start applying jobs to allow Him to open the right door for me.

I'm submitting my life to Him once again and allow Him to take control. May the holy spirit works within me so that I'll remember His will is far greater than my personal decision. Praying and seeking Him are my tasks for this week. I wanna stick to you, Lord Jesus and I pray that You open my eyes and open my ears to listen to Your voice through Your words. I need to be more sensitive.

Thank God it's Friday

It has been a challenging week of testing my patience, seeking God, wondering, worrying, frustrations...etc. No matter what, what i've been suffering through out this week is nothing compared to how Lord Jesus died on the cross.

Thank God it's a friday and I can plan for my weekends. Again, i have million things to do as usual and I can't decide which one to do first. I need to measure my kitchen and visit more kitchen shops. I need to prepare for agape school camp and prepare the budget. I need to do worship practise for this sunday. I need to unwind myself. I need to spend time with Tengku Mahkota. I need to play badminton. I need to collect my free photobook from Midjelly. I need to do my bible study class homework. What else?? Endless list.

One thing to thank God is Tengku Mahkota has recovered from his tummy flu bug or we call it 'lao sai' His feverish body last night worried me and thank god he's got better when i touched his face early morning. He's bumming around at home and resting and spending more time with parents.

Have a blessed weekend :)

Saaaaaaaaaaaakit

Tengku Mahkota and I went back to Sunday badminton fellowship after taking a 6 month break. We stopped playing before the wedding because we were so busy with wedding preps and couldn't find time to go.

On last Sunday, we went back. And now... all my muscles ache. Saaaaaaaaaaakit.
My back is painful, I need to sit down properly and get up really slowly. I know i'm old. However, one fact that is true 'I'm relatively younger than Tengku Mahkota'

Kapitan Yap said he can see that I can't walk properly All because my whole body aching.

Never mind, I'm going to play every weekend and prayerfully I'll be back to normal.

Pinky duck!

Guess what I spotted in da quiet office today? Pinky ducks!!!! Personally, I love these ducks. They're so cute!!!

God will make a way

'God will make a way' used to be my favorite prayer. I always remember this verse when i was in uni.It was really tough for me when I entered First Year in the Uni. This was due to the fact that I took an Ozzie pre-u studies and SAM does not prepare me well to get into UK first year. Thank god I made it to 2nd year...and so on. He has also brought me good friends who are friendly and have the willingness to share and teach me. Until today, we're good friends.

With a thankful heart.

Thank you, Lord Jesus!